a start to something bigger..

I've just finished my weekly lesson plan for this wk..can't believe i took so long to do it..n this wk on thu n fri we have 2 VIPs coming to observe us..feel a little lost though...i used to be really good at doing SBA during my practicum days but after reading the notes the course provided me with, felt a bit stressed..really need God to come through for me again...n i believe He will, just as He always has...as long as i trust in Him... :)

Yesterday my relatives on my mum's side came over to my place for dinner, n i must say it's better than it has been over the past few years...in the past, i didn't really talk to my cousins at all, in fact, each of the different cousins from each family would just take 1 corner n we would just sit there by ourselves...so ivan n i would usually just sit together while my other cousins sat in their corners...this yr, after hearing pst kong's sermon i decided to pluck up my courage n managed to speak a little to my cousins...they're all really much younger than me...all in their teens..1 in poly now..1 in sec 4 n the other just finished o levels..n actually they r pretty nice pple, n i guess i was the 1 being the 'pharisee' all these years..sigh..i felt much better abt this reunion dinner than i've had in years actually..even though it might seem like nothing much to others...but for me..taking the plunge to start a conversation is a tough thing for someone like me who's always found it hard to carry on a conversation with someone i hardly ever talk to...in fact even pple i know, i find it hard to carry a conversation with them...in my head i would try really hard to find something to talk about..but yesterday's dinner was a gd start...though it's small but there's progression..n i do hope we'll build better n stronger ties as a family....thanks to God for making it a success.. :)