An account of my ministry

Today's choir practice was a little different from usual, Sis Annabel shared with us what Sun was doing in Taiwan right now and for me, every time i hear her sharing about what Sun is doing in the marketplace i'll just feel really touched by the sacrifices she's making. And the way that Sis Bel shares, she really makes you feel like you're part of a family, the choir family :). Then we prayed for more than 1 hour after that, we prayed for the mission team in Taiwan, Pst Kong and Sun, the people in Taiwan and also our home church and for our own personal lives. When Sis Bel talked abt letting go of things we might be holding on to for years, which probably even people around us don't know about, i just couldn't help but start crying. It was a really good session of prayer, a lot of surrendering of certain areas going on in my life, and i really felt so so close to God, hearing Him reassure me that He will always be there for me, and that He wants to use me to be a light in my family. These days, i find myself being asked to do things that i really don't have any experience in and honestly, i do feel scared and unsure about these things and at times i don't even know where to begin cos i have no experience at all in this area. It felt like learning to walk all over again, but while praying God assured me that His strength is made perfect in my weakness and like the song we sang, He is the God who will save...
After praying, Sis Annabel encouraged us to rise up to another level, be it in cg or in choir, it seemed to strike me cos i have been thinking of doing more in choir, especially during the last few months...will share more in future..

being in choir has become a really big part of my life, especially since feb when i started singing in expo after moving from JW. I remembered when i first joined in sept last yr and we had our choir orientation, i even felt afraid and wondered if i signed up for the wrong ministry cos i thought the pple in the ministry were so ra-ra and i, being more of an introvert, was far from that! But gradually, i grew to appreciate the enthusiasm of the choir mmbers, cos it really helps to build the atmosphere during praise and worship. But being in a stage ministry it can get dangerous sometimes when pride starts to seep in and you start thinking you are really great cos u are standing in front of so many pple and u think pple r looking at u (but most of the time they aren't..haha :D ) There's a need to constantly pray n check that your heart is right with God n humble yourself before Him and ask God to come n sanctify your heart. The other danger factor is when u r not walking right with God and even when u r singing n clapping away, pple can actually sense it. Bro Bobby shared an example with us during BS last Wed. He told us that when he was a CGL many years ago, he saw 1 of his mmbers on stage singing n he sensed in his heart that there was something wrong with the mmber, he had a chat with the member n found out that his mmber was facing a problem. Ever since hearing abt this story, it has been serving as a reminder to me that i really need to cleanse myself in God and His Word, and make sure there's peace in my heart cos i really wouldn't want any pst to point out that there's a problem with this choir mmber..haha...but really it's impt to sanctify ourselves when we come into the presence of God, cos God is holy n He is all gd virtue and spotless.. n to help in ministering to pple, we have to walk right with God.