thinking and thinking...

Today I went to the airport with Sis Klessis, Ivan and Yihui to send Alice off. It was really nice of my mother to give me and Ivan a lift by cab to a bus stop nearer to the airport while on her way to work. It was a nice time of fellowship even though not everyone in the cg was there, for once I felt at ease fellowshipping even though those who were closer to me in the cg weren't there. I've never been much of a talker since young, and usually I prefer to just keep quiet and observe the things that are happening around me. It takes me a lot of consideration and courage on my part to open up to people. I constantly think a lot and hesitate before I actually open up to someone, cos from experience I know I shouldn't open up too much to some people. Just reminds me of those days in my youth when I was just so brainless...sigh...That's why spiritual discernment is so important, cos we don't know what is in the hearts of man. Father, I need so much more of your spiritual discernment.

Had a chat on msn tonight with meiling and law. Really glad to see that law has grown a lot spiritually, keep it up eh law di..hee... :) And I'm happy that I could share some of my feelings with meiling just now. Like I said before, I think a lot before doing things, and just now, it was really a step of faith when I told her how I felt. I hope it's a step closer in our friendship cos I really hope to build a deeper friendship with this wonderful sister in Christ in my cg as well. Let's keep on keeping on together :) .