dream in progress..

So tired now..but just wanted to blog this down...i've been ACCEPTED into choir!! So happy when i got the news from sis kless this evening at about 6.50 pm, just as i was about to walk out of the school gate. I was just about to check the venue of joyce's baby's birthday celebration when i saw sis kless's no. on my phone. Well, i guess if my VP n the other teachers weren't standing so close to me, i would have screamed for joy...haha..

During these past few months, there have been some turning points in my life..trying to adjust to my new job n new working environment, getting a feel of how the whole place works, etc. At the same time, i've seen my dreams starting to come to past slowly, things i've been waiting for for years..graduating from uni, helping out more in my cg, getting into choir..yes there have been times, even after being in church for a while now, where i have wondered whether these dreams in my heart would ever come to past. it took me a lot of conscious effort..and lots of time...and i don't mean months... to surrender these dreams to God as well, but i realise also that after i did surrender them to Him n slowly trust in Him, He started to move as well, giving me the good things i have desired in my heart for a long time.

No...my 3 and a half years in church hasn't been smooth-sailing, those who have been with me in the same cg since the beginning would know...my 2nd year especially was really tough n i was disappointed with lots of things..n my behaviour was anything but wonderful...there were times i thought of leaving church n honestly i didn't feel like going to cg either..but nevertheless i would just drag myself there week after week.. i guess wat made me hold on then was the memory of all the good things that God did for me as a new believer n a knowing in my heart that i would be nothing without God..but i believe the most important thing is the decision u make in your heart..if u make a decision in your heart to hold on to God no matter what comes your way, He will bring you through the storm somehow, n oftentimes He does things in ways we do not expect :) i won't say i'm out of my storm completely yet..there are ups n downs in our life ..but i trust in my Father to guide me n bring me through it all..