Letting go

Letting go has never been an easy thing for me to do. I take a very, very long time to let go of things, even though sometimes these things might not be good for me, and people around me have been telling me to let go, i still find myself clinging on to these not-so-good things. In fact, there have already been signs by God telling me that i should let go, but i still keep on holding on, choosing not to notice those signs, telling myself that God hasn't given me an answer yet, n then continue to ask Him for a sign everyday. Until one day, when another sign about this same situation seems to pop up, i realised that God had already given me an answer a long time ago, just that i didn't want to look at it. I guess God must be shaking His head at me up there, thinking why i took so long to get it into me.

But 1 thing i have decided in my heart, is to let go. In order to pursue my dream, i know i have to let this go, otherwise i'll never move forward n this will be a baggage pulling me back, pulling me back from my dream of wanting to do more in the Kingdom of God. Honestly, i dun really feel sad, i dun feel like crying or anything, i just feel numb. Now, i can hear my Father telling me that it's time to move on, move on to a new phase in my life, where He will show me greater things, things that i have never seen before, n He will always be with me :)