Wonder why...

Went for choir orientation just now and boy..felt kinda lost when i stepped into the room. Didn't see anyone i knew at first, but thank God for his kindness, met 2 of my grp members from my audition and later i met Daphne, a friend from church who's in another svc now, when we were put in the same team for games time. it was fun but i guess i'm the type that takes a while longer to warm up. We then proceeded to the room next door where sis annabelle told us more about choir. Stepping into the room kinda reminded me of the times when i had CIC class for children's church, same room, same arrangement of chairs..but different ministry now. Dunno why, but i feel excited yet kinda scared at the same time..i guess taking the step to join choir really needs me to step out of my comfort zone..away from doing what i was familiar with. When we were doing the praise segment, i just suddenly felt rather inadequate..worrying if i was moving correctly..wondering if i was doing it right. .Guess i need to be less self-conscious... n i think that's why God brought me into this ministry as well...like what Sis Annabelle said..it's not by chance that we r in choir but God has brought us here for a purpose.. n i believe God does not make mistakes..every experience we go thru will help us some way or another..

Do not fear, my child, for I am with you wherever u go, whatever you do..somehow i feel the Holy Spirit saying this in my heart right now as i'm typing this blog..thanks Lord..for always being with me..thru the good and the bumpy times..