Went through a gruelling period of 2 days from 8am to 5pm of this first aid course that my sch signed us all up for, n honestly i hate it! it's not something i'm really skilled at doing as a lot of it is hands-on, like bandaging body parts n doing CPR on a dummy. i'm choosing to believe that God's grace is sufficient for me during this period, especially tomorrow when we have our theory n practical tests. Holy Spirit, though i'm not in my top form now n honestly i'm really scared right now, please guide me n show me the steps to take for my tests n that i'll find favour with my examiner tomorrow...i trust in You

i won't give up!

I know i haven't been blogging for sometime, n i haven't been reading many other blogs either these days, except for a couple of those i'm closer to. i thank God for some of the revelations He has shown me thru these blogs.

honestly, i haven't been feeling too gd recently, in fact, i really hate to admit this, but i feel discouraged. i dun really feel like admitting this cos i feel there r others who expect more from me n will say i shouldn't be like this.

there r things that i sense God has called me to, but somehow looking at the way things r going now, these things either seem so far away or so impossible, but i WILL NOT give up! i WILL hold on to these promises by FAITH, no matter how impossible they might seem right now.Pst Phil said we should prophesy to our destiny, n i believe i will prosper in my ministry, i will prosper in my life, not just financially, but also the other areas that i have a desire to prosper in. God's promises are yes and Amen!

Waiting on God's timing

I returned and saw under the sun that—
The race is not to the swift,
Nor the battle to the strong,
Nor bread to the wise,
Nor riches to men of understanding,
Nor favor to men of skill;
But time and chance happen to them all.

Ecclesiastes 9:11

During cg last sat, bro victor asked me to read this verse and i really feel in my heart that it was speaking to me, especially the last statement.

Time and chance happen to them all...waiting on God's timing for opportunities to come my way..opportunities to rise up..

sometimes i feel kinda lost..like things have come to a standstill for me somewhat..but i know this is the time for me to keep on pressing on..to wait on God..keep on keeping on on the things i'm supposed to do..to keep the fire burning within me.

n somehow i feel i'm being tested everyday..especially at my workplace..really hope i can get thru this..God, provide a way of escape for me, not to feel condemned, but to rise up to the occasion, to know that in You, i have the victory.