Letting go..

Sometimes i wonder why situations like that happen, and they happen at a time when you don't want them to happen at all. Situations that just make you feel so irritated and you just wish you were left alone. But God allows such things to happen in our lives because He wants to mould us, to make us into the person He wants us to be. Our character is more important to Him than our comfort. From this incident just now, i realised i needed to forgive the person, it just came as a revelation to me just now as i was sitting in the living room, if i can forgive my kids in school for doing things that irritate me, i need to forgive this person as well. As i prayed and released the forgiveness and the hurts in my life to God, i started to release my prayer of forgiveness towards other pple in my life as well and as i asked God for His forgiveness n told Him that all i needed in my life was Him, i could just sense the Holy Spirit's presence upon me...like something new has just begun again...

honestly, i haven't been in my best form for quite some time now, more than a month, many things just weighing in my mind...but i know i will climb back up again and Jesus will guide me to see the light and i believe i am starting to see a glimpse of it...

i know that God is using these situations i am going thru right now in my life to mould my character, to make me a more mature person and i really hope i WILL pass these tests with flying colours. Holy Spirit, please guide me along the right path to take, to be able to stand firm in the Name of Jesus and not fall away from Him..but to draw near to Him each and every single day.