Holding on to God..

Sometimes I ask myself, "Do I really want to do all this?", "Can I actually do all this?"While talking to Sabie yesterday when she came over to my house, I was telling her that I don't want to do so much, and I'm actually quite tired of waiting already. But deep inside of me, there was another voice asking me,"Are you sure? Are you sure you don't want to try anymore?"Deep inside of me, I know I can't give up, I can't give up on God and I know I can't stop giving Him my 100 per cent because He has just done so much for me. I want to keep on loving Him and serving Him with all of my heart and all of my soul, even if I still stay at the same place. Father, I pray that You will just keep the fire in me burning for You, that it'll burn even more strongly than ever before. Don't ever let me backslide and lose sight of You but draw me ever closer to You.