Need to grow up...

Had to be in school by 750am this morning for oral exam..i was actually a reserve...n honestly, i was just hoping that i wouldn't be on duty so i could just mark my BIG pile of books ...but tough luck..gee..my 1st time giving oral..

Honestly, while giving oral, it just suddenly hit me that i can't be so childish anymore..but i have to GROW UP..that i'm actually an adult now...it used to be me taking the exams n being nervous n anxious...n hoping for others to come up to me n comfort me n tell me everything's ok..being so dependent on others...but now i realise that i am the 1 who needs to be encouraging..reassuring the students that everything is ok...sure i was nervous at 1st cos it was my 1st time giving oral..but when i saw the 1st girl..she looked so scared that i knew i had to be the 1 to be the grown up n not be childish anymore..so i gave her my most reassuring smile..n tried my best to guide her along the way.. i tried to be as friendly n reassuring as possible thruout the whole hour n a half with the rest of them..

When I was a child, I spoke as a child, I understood as a child, I thought as a child; but when I became a man, I put away childish things.
1 Corinthians 13:11

i guess this verse more or less expresses what i'm feeling right now..a burden in my heart..need to grow up bel..can't be a small gal anymore..