be faithful in the little things

After waiting for so long, things are starting to get clearer, why I'm here in this place, doing the things i'm doing right now, after i've been feeling depressed for so long, i can once again sense God's voice calling out to me after not being able to hear from Him, especially during this period when i feel so aimless, asking Him and yet still unable to hear...
Be faithful in the little things and I will give u much more...this keeps impressing on my heart. I believe i need to be able to do my best with wat has been given to me right now, in order to be able to do things for God that i really wanna do in the future. i believe this time will be a time of testing for me, to see if i can endure...then i'll be able to do the things i hope to do in the future. Wanting to go full-time for God one day has been a desire for me since about 2 years ago, but i've also been rather confused, becos of the circumstances i'm in right now, and also the doubts in my mind that go 'really? u think God can use someone like u to work in church?' and i can sense the opposition coming when i really need to make the decision in future. but just as the song goes, God will make a way when there seems to be no way, He works in ways we cannot see, He will make a way for me... really lovely song that i learnt during my sec sch days :)
Even when times are tough, i won't give up cos my Father is with me, always by my side :)